Home Sweet Home
It is soooooo good to be home. I don't think we have ever been so happy. As we pulled up to our garage Zoë practically yelled, "My home! We are at my home! Let's go play with the kitties!" I couldn't get her out of the car fast enough. Heck, I couldn't get out of the car fast enough.
I have been enjoying her so much today. I missed my little monkey! I know it sounds like a strange thing to say since we were together in Spokane, but it wasn't the same. I couldn't focus on her with two other children to take care of. I didn't get to spend time with just her. I didn't like that at all.
Zoë is my little buddy. She's my little mini-me. I love running errands with her and doing girly things with her. I love that she sings Disney Princess songs all day long. I love that she wakes up in the morning and crawls into bed with me and Kelly to watch cartoons. I love that she is three and now so much more independent.
I am sooooo over babies. Done with them. Last week took care of my baby-fever like a bucket of ice water with a shot of penicillin thrown in for good measure. Don't get me wrong, I love my nephews, but little boys are just plain gross. Even if I was still on the fence about having another baby, the thought that I might have a boy pushes me right over to the NO side.
I even told Kel that he could go and get the ol' snipperoo, with my blessing. He gave me a look of utter shock and amazement and said, "Really?!" He has been wanting one ever since Zoë was about a month old. :) I kept telling him no, I wanted another baby. I have been hounding the poor man for about two years now. It was the one thing we ever argued about. But no more. No thank you. I am done with babies. I am perfectly happy having one darling little girl that I can spoil as much as I want.
I feel like a weight has been lifted from me. For so long I have been fighting for another baby, and now... peace. I am perfectly content and happy with our little family. I am excited to clean out all of the baby stuff out of storage. Excited that I never have to get up for middle of the night feedings again. Excited that we no longer need three bedrooms, which means we can live in the city. Happy with the thought that we can travel pretty much anywhere and not worry about it because Zoë is such a big girl now.
Life is good. Our little family is good. Just the three of us.

















